I enjoy pain. It makes me feel better about who I am. When something hurts, I feel so 'in the moment', like everything else just disappears. I like pain even better when it leaves a bruise or a scar. The scars make me feel strong. Like I survived something. Like I'm really here.

My grandmother's boyfriend used to touch me inappropriately. I never told my family because I thought that they would hate me. It's been 16 years, and I still sometimes feel sick when people touch me. I wish I had told someone when it was happening.

The truth is unbelievable, I even have a hard time facing the facts. I have numerous out of body experiences. Several of which I was personally in control and some of which just seemed nothing more than a dream like state. And in those states I murdered several people. You can brush me off and call me mentally defective, but I assure you other people have witness a host of abilities I could and could not control. Telepathy\Telekinesis\Psychometry\Precognition\Clairvoyance\Astral Projection. Did I kill those people by my own hand... NO... Can you really believe I killed inadvertently in my sleep... I didn't think so. Would you listen to people who knew me and have seen something strange occur that matched my dream... probally not... I wish to repent and I have done my best to cap my abilities. I seriously pray that I lose this -gift- and can be forgvien.

i love the smell of my toenails after i clip them. it smells bad but at the same time its great.

I'm in love with one of my nieces. She's done things that have seduced me. When i watched her she would take her clothes off and prance. When she got a got a little older, she would bring me into the bathroom to wipe her eventhough she never pee'd. Then she kissed me and I felt something I never felt. I was turned on. Now she tells me that its our secret and its okay. Now I cant spend enough time with her and we have this thing between us. I can only imagine whats next, I can't wait till the day we make love.

I had a five month affair with a guy I was madly in love with but I could tell that he and his girl were getting closer so I told my friend about the affair and she told his girl about the affair so I could keep my hands "clean" of the break up. I hoped he would stay with me but he stopped talking to me and I haven't heard from him since they broke up. I'm heartbroken and all I want is him back.

I'm a 6-foot tall guy with huge hands and feet, but I have a tiny dick. I also don't last very long in bed. I'm gay, and the only person that knows my cock size is my boyfriend--it gets me so turned on when he compares his huge cock to my little dick.

I feel so bad right now. Like grinch. Anyways, when I was younger maybe 12 or something like that I stole our neighbours christmas gifts not all of them but still. And it wasn't for me, I actually gave the presents to some kind of charity. Because I felt sorry for those kids. Now I remembered that again and regret it so much.