I don't want to live alone. I want to have a 'soul mate'. More than anything, I want to belong to another human being. It makes me cry that I don't have this and knowing there's a good chance I never will.

A close guy friend of mine broke my heart. He didn't mean to (apparently) but he lead me on. No sex, just lots of flirting, being touchy feeling, growing closer as friends, and kissing. We are still great friends though. It wasn't awkward afterwards at all. It hurt me so bad..and he has no idea. I acted like it did not bother me when I found out he really did not have feelings for me (I talked to him about it). I did get passed it a little bit. But now the bad feelings have resurfaced. I still have lots of anger towards him. I did not tell him that it hurt me because I thought it would ruin our friendship forever. It would hurt more if our friendship ended over this. But it is still bothering me so bad..I feel very close to him and he is honestly one of the better (and possibly one of the best) guy friends I've had. I've never felt this close to a guy before. I really want us to stay friends. But just friends.

I've had a crush on you for a while now. I haven't told anybody about it. Now that it's summer, I won't see you until next year. The thing is, I simply can't like you anymore. I really can't. I want to forget about you and how perfect you are and how I feel when I see you. But I want you to know that you're beautiful. I want it to be known that you are the most beautiful person I have ever laid eyes on. You're perfect in every single way. I know that we can never be together, and knowing that is really painful, so I'm going to forget about you. This is the last time I will think about how beautiful you are. I'm moving on.

I hate how enthusiastic my friend is about my other friends (her acquaintances) and about wanting to see them, and I don't want to share. So when my friend invited her to her birthday party via Facebook, I logged in and deleted the invite and hid the notification before my friend could find out so she couldn't go.

I have think I'm attracted to this girl I just turned 19 she's almost 14 she is really beautiful if u met her u would think she's at least 20 I no It's wrong but the I look at it if she's was 20 and I'm 25 It's not wrong right what should I do should I try and make her my girl friend

Today I looked through my friend's facebook messages because I had his computer. I felt so bad and surely enough something really bad happened to me. I'm in 9th grade, and a 10th grader shot me with a water gun in the bus. I pretended like I didn't feel it but in my school, the people who are popular have all the power, especially when they're older. I can't fight them nor say anything I have to accept it and be quiet, and just let them do what they want to. I was late to the bus, and the bus had to wait for me so I think that's why they were mad at me and pissed. They were chanting mean things like go quick and you're so slow. I am really mad and sad because I can't do anything about it, and I feel like they remember my face. If a old student/popular person starts hating you in my school, you're screwed and you can't survive. I really think this is karma. I am so sorry, I looked at your facebook messages. God, I am sorry. So please let the older students forget me. I need to survive.

Why can't I get him out of my head? This is so ridiculous. It shouldn't be this way. I shouldn't be this way. I want him, I do, and I shouldn't. What is this an obsession? A crush? Ok, that's it. I'm done thinking about this.

I made a joke about how my housemate should make a craigslist post on my behalf about how I wanted anonymous sex with another man in the backyard of our house, and well, she posted it, and we got replies, and long story short I let some random guy fuck me while my housemates watched from inside from behind the blinds! serious. I am not even kidding at all.