Im getting married in a couple months, im 20 years old. I love her to death. But sometimes I just want to pack my bags up, and just leave my state and just go.

i really hate myself im good for nothing i want to kill yself but im too pussy i fucking hate my life and i hate seeing other people around me who seem to be doing something good with their lives i want to die.

I really want to have sex with my girlfriends twin sister. Don't ask me why, I just do. I've seen her naked on accident and they look the same. I just wonder if they are the same in bed.

Nobody believes my mother is emotionally abusive. If I try to tell people, I get accused of being an ungrateful brat. The reality is that I go every day being told similar by my mother. That nothing I do is ever good enough and that if I let it bother me then I'm an overly-sensitive crybaby. I'm screamed at for tiny accidents or because the house is tidy but not spotless, or because she's overworked and stressed because of the excessive amount she chooses to work of her own free will. She makes me feel worthless, and I believe it. I tried to tell others, and they agreed with her that because I live in her house, she can treat me however she likes and I should stop being so ungrateful. I'm so conflicted with how I should feel about this.

I started online dating almost a year ago. Now, when I'm single, I spend almost every waking moment checking my messages and going through profiles. I just sit at my computer waiting to meet the next 'right' person, losing hours and hours that should be spent doing other things. I know it's unhealthy. I haven't been able to stop.

I'm in love with a compulsive liar. He says the reason he lies is because he fears how I might react if he tells the truth. But what he doesn't understand is that he completely tears my heart to pieces when he lies like he does. I don't know how to make him stop. I know I can't trust him, but I don't want to live my life without him. I'm not ready for that. I'm so scared that I'm going to have to let him go.

I have been having sexual thoughts about a younger woman at work. I am married and cannot tell my wife about it, but she is noticing changes in my behavior in the bedroom

I have been needing to say this but i didnt know where so here it goes. I feel like my life is being ruined by my disorder. I have anxiety disorder so I got panic atacks about 3 times on a normal day. I also learned recently I might have ADD which would ruin my life treibly. I at times in bed cry for a hour becuase I feel like im alone whith these problems. In my live only 4 people know about my problems. my family and 1 freind who i dont talk to anymore. I want some happyness in my lofe. im still here because of 3 things. family, my 3 freinds, and computers. with out those imwould not be here. - mrsad