Ian_ladish;
male;
20;
United States of America;
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Well, I was a goth and was suicidal. My parents helped me change, My mom took me to get new clothes and i changes to skater. My dad told me, "you can't think your way into a new way of acting, but you have to act your way into a new way of thinking." in other words make the outside look like you want to feel on the inside.
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So im a Struggling Christian. I say that i want Gods way in my life yet im Just sooo struggling with everything! Im still a a Virgin, but i have done things... I have looked at Porn and Masterbated and thought impure things. I just dont know what to do anymore. I really wanna be the person im supposed to be. I Seriously dislike myself and have contemplated suscide numerous times! :( Im crying out for Something,Someone to Hold me and tell me that its ok........
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I was driving long distance with my baby and didn't want to stop to pee. I grabbed one of her diapers and used it. Unfortunately, I peed too much, and my pants were covered with pee for the next hour and a half until we got home. Worst of all, the next time I used my seat warmer, the car filled up with the sent of pee!
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I was addicted to pornography years ago and quit when I married.We put up boundaries to my exposure of the crap then I got a smart phone, or should I call it a stupid phone. I can access whatever on the web and I havent told my wife. She doesnt know much about my phone as she isnt tech savvy at all. I am fallng back in2 the crap. I cant tell her bcuz she has such a low self esteem.I need prayer for help but I am afraid to tell fellow church members. I hide a secret from my wife and friends & I am so ashamed.I know it is not okay as I vowed to love my wife but the beauties I see online r so amazing and gorgeous I find myself drawn away from loving my wife bcuz I have satisfied my dsire with photos of others who r so shapely and beautful. I usually end up pleasing myself via the pictures. I am in sin and I need forgiveness and I need to stop. Self control or get rid of the -stupidphone-. I have been doing this for about 4 months now.I cant tell my wife, 2 devestatng.I just want to stop
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First off, this is not a joke. I have felt terrible about this since I was 12. Me and another boy tricked a mentally challenged boy into shutting himself into a locker. We did this by telling him we were playing hide and seek, and I told him inside the locker was base. We put a bench in front of the locker so he couldn't get out for about a half minute. He started screaming so we let him out. It was hilarious back then, but I wish I had not done it and can't live that awful thing I once did down.
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i have been in a stable relationship for 2 years with someone i am truly and deeply in love with.
today i stalked your pictures for the first time in 2 years. I regret each click through each album. I regret seeing you moved on. I regret seeing you do the things we used to do together with someone new.
I told myself the reason i would never look at your pictures, is because i knew it would hurt me.
I thought 2 years was enough time.
I guess it wasn't.
im going to delete you now, because you havent spoken to me in 2 years...and i dont want to be tempted by you and your negative energy the dark side of my heart seems to long for.
I've moved on.
Goodbye.
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Every time I get a headache I secretly hope it means I have a brain tumor. I'm deeply depressed and suicidal most of the time, I figure it's a way to die without doing it myself.
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I believe I'm a sex addict. I'm married to a wonderful husband who I love to death. He's great in bed but I still have had numerous affairs with both men and women. I love sex but I know its wrong. I just can't seem to get enough. I would love to have an open marriage but it would kill me for my husband to be with someone else. I'm always safe and have no std's but I know its still risky. I'm discreet but I have told my mother, sister and best friend. They think I should come clean, ask for forgiveness and see a shrink. What should I do?
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