I always have tried to keep my feelings etc. inside me, and deal with any problems I have by myself. Some say that this is an unhealthy thing to do, but it is just the way that I do it. One of the main issues that I have had for the last few years pertains to a friend of mine. I have known her for 4 years, and I have been willing to do anything and everything to make her happy. I have stronger feelings for her than I have for anyone else that I know. What sucks about it is that she doesn't feel the same way, which probably isnt a surprise to many of you. I know that she doesn't feel the same way, so I have never told her of my feelings for her, I've tried to keep it quiet because I don't want it to break the friendship. She's always on my mind, and I can't tell anyone because we have the same friends, and she'll find out somehow. That's about all...peace out.

I have no one to admit this to, that wouldn't be mad at me for it, but it's the truth. 4 years after our divorce, sometimes I still love my ex-wife.. We both made mistakes while we were married, but then, we were young..and didn't know any better. She admitted sleeping with someone while we were seperated, and ended up marrying a (former) friend of mine. They have a baby girl together. The way I see it, the same way that there is nothing one can do to make someone love them, there is nothing I can do to make myself not love her. I don't act on it or mention it to anyone.. I've dated off and on.. But part of me wonders if it is even possible to love anyone else...or even be intimate with them. I liked being married, and grew out of going out on the prowl for women, but I am friggin lonely! I miss sex..! I have a lot of fun, but I wish I had someone to share it all with..

I hate my stepdad so much, i just wish he would die and (this is harsh but..) go to hell! that....rrgg! no words could explain how much I Hate him! ican hear(through the walls)my mom and him screwing eachother all night! it is seriously disturbing for me and my little 11-year-old brother. My real dad is cool and told me why my mom and him got divorced(other than the fact that he got kicked out of the house for using marijuana , he was also an alcoholic). He is a recovering smoker and runs daily. my stepdad has an ego you can feel when he walks into the room. Electonics are taken away for the stupidest reasons. I started smoking cigarettes yesterday. I think my little brother is gay. Oh well..

I have a problem with a couple of my friends. They think that cutting themselves is the best thing to do. I keep telling them not to do it but they refuse to listen to me. I don't know what to do and i am really scared that i may lose them. Any advice...

I don't like admitting things to people like priests. This gets difficult for me becuase I'm Catholic though. But I just need to get things out you know? I guess I'm just tired of not having anyone to trust. Has anyone ever lived an entire life without trusting anyone? I'm afraid that might be happening to me. I don't want to shut people out. I want to be able to make friends easily and trust people the way my other friends do but sometimes I just can't help but hate everyone.

I dont know why i am writing this but i have to tell someone. Okey so i am in AA and i had been sober for about 6 months. But last friday i walk into my brothers room and the next thing i remember, i had alredy taken 3 puffs of hash. And i have been high since. I just cant stop. I almost killed myself the last time i was using all kinds of s*it and i am so worried that it won't be enough 4 me just to smoke. And also i am too afraid to got to my meetings and call my sponser. I really dont know what to do!! It is so good to me high but also so bad! If there is anyone who can give me some advice please leave me a message. I really need some help!!

For as long as I can remember, I've always gotten urges to just jump on someone and start making out with them. Even as a kid, before I even knew what to do, I wanted that. I've been resisting these urges for 18 years now but two months I finally broke down and started advertising myself online. Since then I've let myself be fucked by over a dozen different guys and a couple of girls too. And you know what? I love it. I love being shared and used like this. I don't know if I'll ever be able to stop. Well, I suppose if I got an std I'd have to, but I'm gonna try and be careful so I can get it on with as many different people as possible. It's awesome. Call me a slut if you want, I kinda like it actually.

Someone please help me. Me and my husband have been separated since for 5 mos. We have been married for 9 yrs. Both of his children were living with us. His ex wife come into town and stayed 10 days with him. Then she went back home, but she's coming back. I still love him. But he has not filed for divorce. He tells his friends that he loves me. I haven't talked to him. Is he playing games do you think. Keeping me on standby if it doesnt work out with her like many years ago?