I dont know why i am writing this but i have to tell someone. Okey so i am in AA and i had been sober for about 6 months. But last friday i walk into my brothers room and the next thing i remember, i had alredy taken 3 puffs of hash. And i have been high since. I just cant stop. I almost killed myself the last time i was using all kinds of s*it and i am so worried that it won't be enough 4 me just to smoke. And also i am too afraid to got to my meetings and call my sponser. I really dont know what to do!! It is so good to me high but also so bad! If there is anyone who can give me some advice please leave me a message. I really need some help!!