Lately I feel like my Father looks down on me. I've had this feeling off and on for years but it seems to be the worst yet. He made me cry before my road test today, which caused me to almost fail at getting my license, and when I talk about an upcoming job interview he just frowns. He never smiles around me anymore unless he's drunk and the joke is at my expense. I worry that he doesn't like me because of how I came around..? I feel like where I'm going in life is where he wanted my brother to go, not me, because to him I wasn't supposed to be in the picture.