I am lucky enough to have a girlfriend that always supports and cares about me, but I don't love her like I know I should. I think about the fact that I have never formed a genuine romantic connection with anyone extremely often and feel worried that I never will. I know that I am not asexual because, like everyone, I have desires, but despite a drive in that respect, I am never able to draw the line between deep friendship and something more meaningful. Lately I have been trying to come to terms with the fact that I may be aromantic and what that will mean for future relationships. I'm afraid. I just want to feel love once.