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I wanted to take my own life because my parents were struggling financially and i felt as though i was a burden on them. 10 years later, they're still struggling financially and even resorting to asking me for money, promising to give it back. I don't want any of it back... Because as far as i'm concerned, i owe them more than i can ever repay.
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aspiegirl88;
female;
30;
United Kingdom;
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16.4.2018 |
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Try not to think this way. I'm sure your parents don't think of you as a burden & despite the situation, it can always be much worse. I've often had thoughts about me being a burden on my mum/older sisters; as they're my carers & I'm so disabled, they have to help me with everything. I've even wondered if my family would cope better if I'd died from sepsis 5 years ago, but I saw the pain in my mum's eyes when I woke from my coma & I know it would've killed her to lose her little girl. I've even voiced my guilt & I once said out loud that maybe my family should put me in a "home" (so they don't have to cope with me 24/7). My mum got really annoyed, told me to stop it & said that the only way I'd go to a "home" is over her dead body! LOL. She is 64, has fibromyalgia (& other health issues) & has no one to support her; but she still copes with me. And if she can cope; I'm sure your family will be okay, too. Don't give up, my friend. While life has challenges, there's always hope... =o)
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