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I think I have severe anxiety and maybe depression. I think it stems back to when my parents got divorced when I was in third grade and I bottled up my emotions and act like I'm completely fine when I'm not. People know me as the funny person of the group and I think I hide behind comedy to cope with my fear of not being liked. I feel like people use me for advice and then drop me. One friend was talking to me about how another girl was being rude to her and I was comforting her and the next day they become best friends. I don't know who I trust or who I should be friends with. I just want everyone to like me and school pressures are getting to me, wanting A's and getting B's while everyone else succeeds and I fail. I think I'm going to fail all my exams I don't have the motivation to try anymore. What should I do about this? I'm in middle school.
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