I have ruined my career by my own hands due to a love of my life and now I am regretting my career. I never wanted to get into civil engineering still I did it to be in the same college as my ex-boyfriend. But he never returned. I spoiled my four years waiting for him. He roamed around with his girlfriend for all those years. I went mad and got into depression. I took to my fantasies and take up a course that I wanted to study. But I could not forget that guy. In the phase of depression, I dated a man who was double my age. He exploited me mentally by saying he was in love with me but he wasn't. I was shattered and married with an arranged marriage guy the choice of my parents. Although he has turned out to be a good partner I was broken inside after marriage for my old reasons and in trying to find the solace I wanted to again date a man double my age. But this time I managed to control my feelings and avoided this bond at the cost of my career as he was my owner and had to leave job.