Somewhere on Earth;
I had a dream a couple of nights ago that I had a real friend. I've had people to spend time with for most of my life but this was different. It was a guy, which makes sense because I feel as though I get along better with guys, just due to their values and sense of humor. It was someone I knew back in school but I don't think the identity was relevant. We were just in a dark room talking for hours and hours about things I don't even remember. I knew that I wasn't attracted to him and he wasn't attracted to me, which was an unfamiliar comfort. I think I was laying on him maybe, I felt warm, and everything just felt so laid back and unimportant in the best way possible. I'm in a long-distance relationship with someone I feel really comfortable with and I'm hopeful that it will feel like this when we're together, but we haven't even called for so long. I really just want a good friend so badly.