An anonymous e-admission by an unregistered user.
Bear with me it's a TLDR
I've been in love with this guy for about 2 years, the thing is; it's unrequited love.
He's a shy guy, so I tried to give him the benefit of a doubt. (Hence I'm also shy+socially awkward)
He seemed so nice when I first knew him, a nice Christian.
Brought me a bed when I had none, a dresser, used to hang out with me, we even got baptized together.
He also knows that I only -Like- him, he didn't let it stop us from being friends though.
(Sometimes the way he treated me, I got mixed signals.
Here's the thing: He joined the army, and even when he was in basic, we would write letters back and forth. even then some. He promised that he wanted to hang out when he gets Christmas leave. (Long story short, I'm rooming at his parents house, but he came back; right now he's so cold.
He wont look at me, he wont even stay in the same room as me, it seems like he's avoiding me.
He'll invite all his friends over, and exclude me out of everything. IDK what to think anymore.