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I did my first two semesters of online college and failed every class and lied about it because I don't know how to be honest with my parents. I'm having lots of suicidal thoughts even though I want to keep living because I don't know how to deal with this and I don't want to deal with the consequences. I have well over a full gram of Methylphenidate, plenty enough to kill me. I want to live on because there's so much more I still want to do but holy shit its so hard to live with the anxiety of wondering when everything is going to finally catch up with me and fall apart. F me. I haven't even been completely honest with my boyfriend about it but I know I cant KMS because it would crush him and I cant do that to him, I love him too much. Anyway if you're reading this I hope you're doing better than me
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youcandoit;
female;
37;
Somewhere on Earth;
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13.05.2021 |
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Just know a lot of people love you and you're not alone, it will get better different types of learning aren't for everyone and everyone learns differently.
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derekgg;
male;
29;
United States of America;
Tampa;
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23.05.2021 |
https://www.instagram.com/tv/CN22ljDpVWD/?utm_medium=copy_link
Watch this clip^ it will help you 100% and stay connect on the rest of them. Anxiety will no longer have a place in your life and you can be free from it forever
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csllycruel;
male;
26;
Brazil;
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6.07.2021 |
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just know that things will get better eventually, been there and all i can say is if you can keep going because of yourself do it for those who love you, it's worth it, i promise!
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