sometimes i feel angry about the things in my life that i cant control. i feel as if everything in my life is falling to pieces and then i go to school and that all changes. i have friends who care for me. teachers who appreciate my ideas and a place to have some sort of normality. i love my friends so much but i find it hard to communicate that with them and soon i have to leave them to live a -better- life and i dont know how to tell them. im afraid when i leave they will stop talking to me or stop thinking about me because i know i wont stop thinking about them.