Hello all :) My name is Alex and I am a pansexual gender-fluid human being. I was born female (Christine), and I fell in love with this boy at my church 7 months ago. At that time, I had no idea what my sexuality and all of that stuff was. He makes me laugh like no one else I know, and I've never been happier in my life. In May, we 'broke up' (we never went on a date because his parents are strict) and he wants me to wait for him. I want to, but at the same time, I am now atheist, pansexual, gender-fluid, and I believe he is homophobic. What do I do? :(