I never wanted to f**k before I was married as much as I wanna f**k now. In the very beginning, that's all we ever did. And now, half way through the marriage, after he had already turned me into an addict, his sex drive freaking dropped and died. yes, I've told him this, many of times. I've told him, I've asked him. Seems to be more sex deprivation for me than it does actually really gettin served and satisfied. It's fu*k*d up, it isn't right, and now I'm at that point where I'm almost begging someone to talk dirty to me and mind f**k me some how because I've turned on to porn because of my dissatisfied high a*s sex drive now. This is so fu*k*d up.