I confess that I have cheated on multiple partners in my life. I sincerely repent these sins and vow to never commit them again. I feel the promiscuity was a way to avoid the pain of losing my true love. I was with my true love for 10 years but felt forced to leave him because of my family's oppositions (Romeo and Juliet type stuff). With every relationship beyond him, I have cheated. I don't know why I did it. It was a temporarily relief from the pain of knowing I'm not with my true love. Now I am with a man I love deeply. I did cheat initially in the relationship before I knew the seriousness of this. I'm sorry. I repent. I promise to never do this again. I will feel the pain before trying to avoid it.