my boyfriend of a year cheated on me with five different people before our one year. thinking he only kissed other people, i took him back. i just didn't want to lose him, i loved him more than he loved me. i ended up getting pregnant from him. the last time we had sex i broke up with him because i had an ugly feeling in my chest. he then admitted he had sex with an ex and was cheating on me with younger people. two days later i sat on my neighbour's porch crying to him he ended up kissing me and now we're together. i found out i was pregnant a month or two later. he said it doesn't matter to him that the baby isn't his. but it still hurts me that my ex did that to me. i'm too afraid to tell my mom the truth about who the father is because she hates him. i have a feeling if my ex finds out he's the father he'll try and gain custody of my child. it might seem selfish but i dont want him near my baby. he put me through the worst and i can't see him taking care of a child