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First off let me say I am a born again Christian. I know this wil be a problem for some to read but it is true. Fact is before i got saved i was a slut. I had been molested as a child and went on to use sex as a way to amke "friends" they were not friends. But my lack of love in my life , sex was the replacement. i am marreid now and full of love from my husband and the Lord. So my need to run out and sleep with people is gone. But sometimes I do get tempted to think very dirty thoughts. I have never cheated on my husband, but i think of dirty things i wished he would do to me. Sometimes i remember the porns i have seen and dream that i am in them having things done to me. Group sex and all. I dont want to those things, i have just found it too fun to think about. This happens when it close to my period time usually. The rest of the month im not so crazy. My husband and i are getting older and sex isnt so frequent. i know how to call on God for help in this situation and He has helped