i don't think i want to date my long-distance boyfriend anymore. it was always just a lingering feeling but the more we date the worse i feel about breaking up with him too. i've only been dating him for 4 months but i can tell he wants more (sexually) than i do and i think i'm asexual and am not interested in this stuff (whether b/c it's only been a few months or i am ace, i don't know). i don't know how to bring it up to him and i feel guilty so close to valentine's day and in a month i'm seeing him in person. i just want to break up with him so i can stop having to think like this. i just want to have dumb crushes again and play with friends without feeling guilty that i think like this.