Today I cried I don't want to but I did. But still my heartaches. It feels like I'm just trapped myself. I don't know what to do.

I don't know what's happening. Everything is just falling apart and I've no one who can listen to me or may be I am too bad at expressing my emotions. Everyone feels that I don't have feelings of I can't be hurt but dude I'm also human I can also get hurt. And currently I'm not living with my mother. I don't know what to do know. I just feel like crying but I hate to cry. I just want to talk to someone who don't judge me and just listen to me. I feel like my heart is sinking and it's hurting too bad. I don't know how to express it. It is too difficult. I miss my mother so much. This is very difficult. I think I'm not alone who thinks this. As right know corona virus is going on and country is in lock down may be because of this I am feeling empty inside. Now I'm feeling way better. I think it works to express your emotions. Thank you.

I shouted on someone else in hurry instead of my boyfriend.