Recently a relationship with a girl ended, and I have been feeling awful about it. It was literally the best and kinkiest sex I have ever had and we both pushed each other to doing the dirtiest things you would never imagine..... We were rocky sometimes, and we would fight over text, but in person communicated great. We broke up via a text argument. I have been feeling terrible about it for the last month. She also has said things that I dont know if we can ever come back from. I tried to talk to her and get her back, but she seems semi-adamant that it is over for good. Dunno what I should do now....