I've been in love with my manager for almost 4 years now. He is married and has children, so I've respected his boundaries and his marriage. But it is so painful to go to work every day, see him, and not be able to run up and kiss those gorgeous lips. I can't stop daydreaming about him and making up situations in my head of him telling me he wants me. I've left this job a ton of times, but I've come back and every single time is was because I missed seeing his face. I don't know what to do, my feelings for him are overwhelming and it leaves me no room to even think about being with anyone else. God it feels good to admit this, even if it's on the internet on some random website.