27 year old virgin here. For me to sleep with someone there has to be an emotional attachment. That's kind of hilarious because love is the last thing I want. Relationships strike me as a hassle. I've got enough self hatred for half a dozen people that keeps me from forming anything meaningful with anyone. The desire to go out of my way to trust just isn't there. My lonely future doesn't get to me as much as you'd think. Why would I put anyone in a position to deal with me? I don't even want to deal with me.

Life is just so weird and strange sometimes. I spent my entire life struggling and then, here in my early forties and out of the blue, kids out of the house and doing well, nothing to worry about but me, I all but literally walk into a job making $80,000+ a year. I'm loving it. I'm finally affording the things I want AND need, easily. I like being able to help my kids, even when they don't need it or ask for it. I feel like I'm where I always knew I would, could and should be in my life. I like this. I like experiencing financial stability. It's nice. In fact, I'm now the most financially stable person in my family. Of all people-- ME! Such a sense of relief. And feeling blessed. And comfortable-- on many levels. It feels good because I spent my life putting my heart into everything I did. Everything. And I feel like it's all come back. It meant something. And that feels good.

I am a single social worker who is tired of not making ends meet but wanting to help other people. I can't work in other jobs bc this work fulfills me in a way that I never thought possible but recently I started considering (at my age, 42) sugar baby work to pay things off. I look much younger than my age and thought, why not? But it goes against everything I am about. That - and the guy who wants to be my SD is really into dog porn and I'm excited about it.

I kept myself from falling inlove with someone else, and kept pushing guys away... 2 reasons: 1. my father's rules that if we're still studying we should not date anyone until we get a job and are ready 2. i've grown to know that guys like you because of your body and beauty or that they just take advantage of you But now that I'm in college there is this one guy who pretty really like me and just ignored him knowing that he'll stop eventually after a week or two, but it's been two years and he still seem to like me but he hasn't confessed to me anything so I'm still doubting, TBH i think i like him back but i couldnt confess also. until one of my friends confessed to him which stirred my jealousy coz my classmates tease them. but i felt like giving her a chance for him so i'm letting them be but he's still trying to get my attention, which made me like him more but i'm restraining myself, but I don't want to hurt my friend...

I love fat girls to the point where it's hard for me to even talk when I'm around them. I want to hug them first but I also want to take them to bed. My girlfriend is 5'6 and a little over 300 pounds and coming to visit this weekend and ohhh my god, I've got flowers waiting, the whole place is clean, the fridge and cupboard are full of yummy foods, and I can't wait for my chubby princess...

My mom has 3 ducks and she loves them with all her heart. But, my mom doesn't feed me enough. Should I eat the ducks?

I confess that I apologize too much to my mother

Recently a relationship with a girl ended, and I have been feeling awful about it. It was literally the best and kinkiest sex I have ever had and we both pushed each other to doing the dirtiest things you would never imagine..... We were rocky sometimes, and we would fight over text, but in person communicated great. We broke up via a text argument. I have been feeling terrible about it for the last month. She also has said things that I dont know if we can ever come back from. I tried to talk to her and get her back, but she seems semi-adamant that it is over for good. Dunno what I should do now....