It's been years since we even spoke and I still miss you. I moved on with my life a long time ago but I just can't stop missing you. I secretly hope that you will read this and A.)realize that it's me and B.)actually give a damn. I know that probably won't happen but this is the only space that I am free to talk about you without it hurting anyone, and I want someone to see that I'm still in love with you. It doesn't even matter that no one knows us here. I just want to say to someone that I loved growing up with you and I wish that it could have worked out even though I know we weren't right for each other. That I will continue to love you probably for the rest of my life. You were my best friend. I will never ever forget you and I hope there is some part of you that still loves me. If you did see this and you somehow realized it was me you would think I was absolutely insane.I know it's insane but I won't deny how I feel about you. I'm not like you.I can't pretend you never happened.