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absolution123;
female;
26;
Australia;
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I have hsv and kept it to myself for ages and didnt educate myself on it. I was told if you dont have symptoms you cant pass it on. I ignored it and forgot about it and hid it from my now fiance. When I found out I could pass it on I freaked and confessed. He didnt even care. I cant forgive myself.
I dont know what I would do if I knew I had passed something on to someone. I know its just coldsore virus, but why did I do that. I feel so terrible. i feel like an evil person because of my own ignorance. I am so depressed and wanting to forgive myself but I dont think I deserve it. Karma will get me so bad. Ive done some things I really really regret but i KNOW will never do again. I thought I was a good person, now I wonder if I was just one of those bad people in denial ?
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