I'm so tired of being used. I tell them what I know they want to hear and do what I know they want. I hate it while its happening. I hate it afterwards. Afterwards I feel so empty. Yet, I keep coming when they call. I make myself available to them. I respond quickly. All just to avoid the far worse feeling, the emptiness that would come if they stopped using me. They may not care, but they message. They comment. They flatter, fawn and touch. And that feels like something, even if just in lust.

I hate my friend's friend. They've never really fit into my and my friend's group of friends. They always try to butt in, even when it's not their place. It got to the point where one of my other friends in my group of friends would refuse to see this person because they always disagree on stuff. And my friends in my group are usually pretty open minded, discussing politics, differing viewpoints, etc. But this person is just too annoying. And the worst thing about them is that they're lgbt, and they use their identity as a -get out of jail- free card for their wrongdoings. As if being lgbt makes you automatically in the right, tch. Newsflash, people within the lgbt community even discriminate against each other. So they purport to be -non binary-, but they act more like it's a -cool- and -so unique- thing than an actual, serious identity. They're always changing their names, using ridiculous pronouns, etc. They change their name every day. I wish my friend stopped talking to them. >:-(

Back then, I am used to being left out. I was okay with it. However, I still have friends but I have no one to call my best friend for life. I didn't feel lonely. But to tell you right now, these is the first time that ever happened to me like I feel so left out and lonely because each of my friends have their own circle of friends now. I have my family and I am grateful to them but it is different when you have someone to treat as your best friend or as your buddy to ask if you're feeling okay out of nowhere. However, I think that it is my fault because I hardly reach out to someone. I think I have depression. I feel sad for no reason and its like my energy is so low. I loss interest in doing what I love. I am always thinking about how to get a job or have a source of income. Right now, socializing is so hard, like reaching out to your friends is difficult. I have no confidence in myself and currently losing my self- esteem. What do you suggest me to do?

I don't know why i love my boyfriend but still after 5 years of relationship i keep searching for other men even if i don't do anything in the end. For example a few days ago i met this guy and he wrote me and i replied but it was a normal conversation even if i was happy he was writing to me, and just only for that i feel guilty. Then he met some friends of mine yesterday and I'm afraid they told him that i'm in a relationship since he hasn't replied even if saw my last message. I dont know why i care and why he stopped answering since we had a normal conversation. But i dont know why i feel good with my boyfriend but still i'm attracted to others. Any advice?

-I have this stationary cardio bike and every time I use it, after a while my dick & balls fall asleep. Maybe I'm sitting wrong, or is the saddle not on the best height/stand. You know when your arm falls asleep and it gets all tingly? That feeling, but then in my dick, feels really good.-

I've spent over $20,000 on my father's card without him knowing in the last year. I buy stuff online, and it's an addiction. I really want to stop. I don't know what to do. I love my dad so much and I can't imagine what would happen if he found out.

I want to die or disappear. Everything feels so stressful like I'm not doing enough. But I can't bring myself to do anything more. I just want to stay in bed and do nothing. I do not have to worry about anything or anyone. I wish I was in complete silence, with only music. I find that is the only thing I can listen to without getting angry, sad, or just in a complete turmoil with my own identity. When I speak with someone, I find myself criticizing myself, meanwhile getting irrationally angry with the other party. I don't know what to do, I wish I was in a different time. Maybe I would've been happier. I wish I had someone to be there with me, to love me, and to understand me. But then again, I doubt I will ever find that person. I don't deserve them. We're not going to last, I know because of the type of person I am, unlovable. I hate life. I hate everything. I hate myself most of all, I wish I died. I want to disappear silently and painlessly, it sucks not being able to do anything.

I stole someone’s idea without credit and made them feel horrible, everyone else is now attacking me for it, I never meant for any of this to happen. It’s made me feel horrible as well.