You're beautiful in a way I can't quite explain. You're free, funny, and wonderfully weird. You make me feel relaxed in a way no one else does. I feel like I could tell you anything and everything and you wouldn't judge me. The way you laugh (and snort), the way you wrinkle your nose when you smile, the funny way you run down the hall. I love it all. ---------------------------------- The sad part is: I cry for you all the time. I've cut myself because of you. I love you even though I'll never see you again and it's killing me. You were my soulmate and I lost you forever. I wish I could have a second chance at life with you, Joel. You'll never know that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. And that just fucking sucks.

I really like this guy, and he knows I like him. He doesnt know that Im in love with him. Hes one of the popular guys at school. Of course, most people think you have to be stupid to be popular +skinny and pretty. But I know hes really smart. & If you talk to him, he really listens and he reads your expression through his eyes. I dont think Im pretty. Or popular. I just be me around him. And I want him to love me back. Because hes one of the most important things in my life. & If thats not good enough for him then stuff everything. :L

I still cry myself to sleep out of guilt. How could I throw all my morales away on you. You took everything I had... and then just ran away. Are you ever coming back? Don't you care at all?

You really hurt my feelings when you ignored my -hi- and gave me a death glare before turning your back to me. I should have never said hi in the first place. Thanks for ruining my day.

I'm going to post it here this is the place. I have done some real stupid things i n my life and went against god but now I have fully realized my mistakes I Know I have said it brfore but I do now and I promise to change

I tell my friends that I don't want him to ask me out because he's ugly, but I'm just saying that to cover up the fact that I really like him. I wonder what they would do if he asks me out and I say yes?

My uncle french kissed me when I was eleven years old, when he was drunk at a party. I'm sixteen years old now and I still feel guilty. Luckily, it didn't go any further. Also a good thing, I've only seen him once since then, as he's since divorced my biological aunt. I didn't like what he did to me, and I'm still very disgusted with him, but I still feel as if I could have just pushed away or at least told an adult. My father still doesn't know.

One of my co-workers is known to have a crush on me. He gives me those long, up-and-down looks all the time and constantly hangs around me at work. I'm not sure how I feel about him. Part of me is curiously attracted to him, but it could just be that I'm flattered he likes me. But part of me is hesitant to let any feelings grow, because I heard a nasty bit of information concerning his family and a -bad situation at home-. I'm not sure if I should encourage his flirting, or dump him like Monday's trash.