I let other people control the way I feel about myself. I got dumped by the boy who showed me what it was like to feel real love and affection for the first time in my life, because he thought he couldn't give me what I wanted. Or so he said. I don't know what to believe anymore. I miss the feeling of being happy so much it physically hurts me, every time I think about our memories together it's like someone is plunging a knife straight into my chest.

I can never be alone.. The silence scares me... it screams the truth.

I'm starting to self harm again.... Here's the thing, I've been clean from cutting myself for 6 months, but now, it's coming back. I'm getting bad grades, my relashionship with my mom is the worse, I CANT think clearly, I feel like nothing had change, like I'm still in a dark place with nowhere to run, and nowhere to tell my fellings, so I'm doing here... I don't think I'll stop sh... I've already gave up on life..

I hate my husband so damn much. I’d leave on a heartbeat if I didn’t have our girls to think of. You’re such an asshole hun. You’ve ruined us financially. I have no faith in you anymore. I hate that you’ve made me give up everything I love just to make you happy— which you still aren’t. Fuck you. Your wife.

I'm a 15 year old girl and I'm a lesbian I was really scared to come out but I did it anyway but that isn't the problem school has been stressful lately with all of the work and stuff and I don't know how to cope I kind of had a little bit of depression too i just need help

I can't stand how my wife looks anymore, she's put on 40kg since we got married and our sex life is suffering. She wants to have kids and I can barely be with her. I fantasize about other women all the time and it's the only way I can finish usually.

(Potentially triggering but I need to vent right now) So I'm body dysmorphic. I'm a 5'7 female and currently weigh 54kg (about 120 pounds, I think). I've fallen into horrible eating habits more than once before and lost drastic amounts of weight in the span of days at a time- sometimes up to 7kg (15 pounds). My lowest weight was 47kg (103 pounds) and I looked sickly. I'm scared to death right now that I'm falling back into my old ways, I just feel so fat and worthless- relapsing into my previous eating-disorders seems like the easiest option... But I don't want that. I don't want to be stuck days on end starving and depriving myself of nutrients, but I just hate myself right now. I hate feeling fleshy- even when I see other girls who carry any extra weight they look cute and hot and I just hate that I can't look at myself and feel the same way. I don't want this for myself, but I know how fast the weight drops when I starve, and it just seems so easy. I don't know what to do...

so i have a boyfriend and i am actually kinda scared that he is cheating on me and i dont know what to do. i know that i should tell him how i feel but i dont want him to think that i cant trust him you know? to make it worse my mamma dont even approve of him and that is one thing that agitates me. i dont know what to really do anymore.